Lost in College

We all are, and the sooner that you realize that the people who have decided exactly what they are going to do with their lives are being far more childish than those who are rushing forwards with no plan at all, the sooner you will be happy.

Any plan you make is settling for less; instead remember that rhythm is nothing. Go with the flow, just dont stop. Absolutely nothing lasts. Embrace it, don't be sad.

WOWFUCK

Ive been in college for over a month.  I feel like I'm doing no work because most of my classes are lectures.  This dosen't mean that I don't actually get work, it just means that I do it really shitty the night before when I realize its due.

Checklist of life

                                Yes            Moderately             Hell Fuckin NO

Drinking                                         X

Smoking                     X

Cigarettes                                                                        X

Homework                                                                       X

I move in tomorrow.  I have so many things running through my head.  

wow

It just kind of hit me know.  I'm about to go to college.  The summer (while not officially over until classes start in a few days) is ACTUALLY over because waking up in the morning and knowing what's going on and being able to call people and make plans is over.   My mom walked up to me 20 seconds ago and asked if I was going to be driving the car anywhere else tonight.  I said probably not.  She told me to give the keys back to make sure I didnt bring them with me.  

Things I didnt realize

* I wont drive again for over two months.

* I only have one more night in my bed.

* If I dont bring something with me, I wont get it until parent weekend in October

* I actually need to clean my room

Dear Andy,

While we were in China I was writing things down in a book every once in a while.  I just found it today.  Inside it said you and a certain someone slept in the same bed TWICE... DAYMN.  I HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE SECOND TIME.  REMEMBER WHEN MATT SLEPT OVER IN ANNA'S ROOM?  YEA???  AND HOW BRENDA DIDNT WANT TO BE THERE???? YEA???  

I just realized I wrote about the only two people who might read this (but probably dont)

Cleaning my room today

I threw out a lot of paper.  Most of it was from Statistics, AP Japanese or the college app process; Three things I am so glad are over.  I'm definitely ready to move on.

Awkward...

I was in Andrea's room with her.  All of a sudden Mirna is yelling for Andrea.  SHIT.  After blustering about for a second she goes downstairs.  Her Mom glares at her and asks what shes doing.  Andrea says we were watching a movie.  Her mom glares at her and tells her to go back upstairs and finisher her job, that they will talk tomorrow.  FML, AWKWARD.

Today was just too emotional.  It was kind of bad.  Andrea cried a lot, but then again I completely understand.  I am more than a bit worked up about leaving everyone behind.  Andrea also had a really off hand comment that really got me worried about weather I'll be making (and for that matter, have BEEN making) real friends.  Daymn, too much for one day.  

Also, I got 650 dollars worth of free stuff today.

        $100 free printer

        $250 free iPod 

        $ 250 free clothes

iPod and Printer came with the LAPTOP that i can now skype yall niggas off.  Skype me trick (hnatsukowat, my name is misspelled in skype, not just here).  The 250 dollars of clothing came from this ridiculously amazing sale at the GAP.  I was planning on buying a couple of sweaters.  I ended up getting 14 shirts because it was BUY ONE GET ONE FREE.  It made everything seem so fucking cheap, my mom just kept saying we should buy more.  Daymn.  Im like the gap poster child, everything except my t-shirts come from gap now.